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[Dec. 5th, 2008://03:27 am]
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i stole this. i have too many friends to write about each and every one of you. so this is mostly about people who i've been friends with for years now. as well as my favorite journals to read. (i think these are also a lot of mine and dawn's mutual friends, because we used to read lj together and talk about all you guys like we knew you in real life.)

i love you guys.

_kryz- i had fun the times we hung out. i love reading your journal cuz you're gangsta and "i don't give a fuuukk" even though i totally wouldn't expect that from you. lol.

ashahtrash- for some reason, i'm in love with reading your journal. you're so amazing and fascinating and interesting. and i think you're fucking beautiful, don't let anyone make you feel like you aren't.

blurry_static- i wish you updated more, i love reading your journal. and i love your tattoos, they're interesting and different.

deanzlilraver- you are so awesome. i love reading your journal. i want to come play in the snow with you!

h00k_in_m0uth- you're fucking insane. and i love your attitude. and the way you dress. and your attitude, lol.

meowberry- you're adorable. reading your journal is like going on an adventure. it's always interesting and always something new.

moontrip- i miss you so effing bad. you're amazing in real life. i've been reading your journal for like 4-5 years now. i can't even believe it. your journal is one of my favorites.

prettylush- i miss you. we used to be best friends until stupid nick was stupid. lol. i love when you update though, i read every word.

psychotic_glee- addy. oh god addy. i miss the shit out of you. like you don't even know. and i know you were all jealous and stuff when you moved back cuz i used to talk about dawn a lot.. and nothing against dawn, but you're the best and truest friend that i have EVER had. no one will EVER replace you. i trust you with my life. and totally, if either of us were a boy, we'd have hot babies. cuz we're like the perfect match. i love you so much. and i wish i hadn't taken our friendship for granted some times, like, not hanging out when i could have cuz i was all fucked up over eric and i put him before you. i should've spent more time with you, because now you're gone. i love you. i miss you. come and visit.

rainbow___pixie- i miss you. even though we only hung out a couple times. you've always been the fucking coolest and i've always been jealous of your art skillz. i still remember when you cut my hair, and nick made me feel bad, and i cried. lol. but you were a lot of fun. we had bad ass sleep overs.

sigaretta_noir- reading your journal makes me want to masturbate hard core. like.. whoa. haha. i love how blunt and honest you are.

she_overdosed- oh dawn. sometimes i wish i could talk to you. i don't know what happened to us. i doubt you'll read this, but i duno. i couldn't leave you out. you were my best friend for so long. i miss you. i miss our adventures. i miss being silly. i miss having a twin. we were so famous here, and without you, i've fallen off the map. i'm not outrageous or cool or something. you were the skrod to my skrink. lyngate was the shit. the Q. glowstick parties. sparks. fat mike. school. screaming while driving. listening to n*sync and 2gether. dying our hair. hating everyone, but everyone loved us. mcflurries. tourettes guy. big big titties. we have so much history, it's really a shame that we don't talk. i hope someday you'll be able to forgive me for whatever it is that i did to you. and we can at least talk or something. BITCH, i love you. don't talk shit about total.

twilightsoldier- i honestly don't know why i like reading your journal. haha. i used to read it to stalk you, like when nick and i were together, because i didn't like you. and now.. i duno, i just really enjoy reading it. and you're like the only ex-gf of a bf that i didn't totally hate. lol.

ultrafresh- brandi brite. i fucking love you. like holy shit. lol. dawn and i used to read your journal religiously. and we finally met you. wow. and as weird as this is, when we all used to do drugs and stuff, i looked up to you for some reason, you were like my inspiration. like your hair and make up and attitude. you were like a fairytale. and i wanted to be just like you. haha. i'm your biggest fan. lawl.
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[User Picture]From: ashahtrash
2008-12-05 09:07 am (UTC)
Aw, you're so sweet! I love you <3
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[User Picture]From: poopstar
2008-12-05 12:17 pm (UTC)
i love you, too. =)
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From: sigaretta_noir
2008-12-05 11:43 am (UTC)
hahaha..
aww you made me smile!
your so sweet
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[User Picture]From: poopstar
2008-12-05 12:17 pm (UTC)
lol, thanks. your journal's like hardcore xxx sometimes.
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[User Picture]From: lil_msblasphemy
2008-12-05 05:04 pm (UTC)
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[User Picture]From: poopstar
2008-12-06 12:11 am (UTC)
<3 it's nothing personal.
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[User Picture]From: blurry_static
2008-12-05 07:07 pm (UTC)
aawe <3
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[User Picture]From: metal_raz0r
2008-12-05 09:30 pm (UTC)
oh sad sad day =-x

Hehe im comign to see you Sooooners!
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[User Picture]From: moontrip
2008-12-05 10:58 pm (UTC)
awh i love you
and that's really sweet what you wrote about everyone, especially dawnie and addy.
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[User Picture]From: poopstar
2008-12-06 12:12 am (UTC)
thank you. i love you, too.
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[User Picture]From: _kryz
2008-12-06 12:35 am (UTC)
haha no one ever expects me to have that kind of attitude.
i'm more chill now though
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[User Picture]From: toxikandy
2008-12-06 01:12 am (UTC)
:D I'll come steal you and bring you up here and we can play!!! Haha <3 ^_^
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[User Picture]From: rainbow___pixie
2008-12-07 04:00 am (UTC)
<333 Awww! This made me smile, a lot. I can't wait to get a car. We could definitely hang out a lot more, then. I mean, seriously, you're one of the few people I can just feel comfortable sitting around doing nothing with. Which is one of my favourite things to do. Hahaha

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[User Picture]From: prettylush
2008-12-08 05:48 am (UTC)
aw, thank you courtney! stupid nick was stupid, but i'm glad that we developed into the people we are. i miss you too, we should hang out or something soon since i'm always in port st. lucie.
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From: codineinc
2008-12-08 05:42 pm (UTC)
that's really sad about you and dawn, like wow.
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[User Picture]From: poopstar
2008-12-08 09:14 pm (UTC)
yah... it really is.. and i don't even know what happened. i guess i said something wrong on my friend addy's journal and she just blew up all over and hasn't talked to me since.. it's been like.. 6 months or so since that happened and she still won't tell me what happened. and all my friends (addy and jessica) moved up to jax and moved in with dawn. so now i have like no friends. and it's pretty gay.
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From: codineinc
2008-12-08 09:20 pm (UTC)
yeah, i read about it every once in a while on both of your journals. why don't you just send her an email and let her know how you feel? not telling eachother what really happened just makes things worse, at least you should know what's going on. there is a lot she's been going through so i'm sure she'd like to have a friend there for her... or maybe i'm just sticking my nose in buisness that's not mine. but still, i discovered you two together on livejournal and it's weird to not have you two be friends.
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[User Picture]From: poopstar
2008-12-09 06:06 am (UTC)
i've sent her comments and stuff and told her that i'm not mad at her and i have no idea what i did wrong to make her hate me. and i've tried to make peace, but she won't reply to me. and i used to try to get addy to talk to her for me, but she wouldn't talk to addy.

and i just found out from her boyfriend that she's pregnant? i guess. i duno. i talk to him still and he's cool with me. so i duno. =/

she was supposed to be visiting down here like.. 2 days ago. and i haven't heard anything from her. so whatever. it's out of my hands.
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[User Picture]From: poopstar
2008-12-09 06:07 am (UTC)
she also blocked me from lj and myspace. i still have her on aim.. but i don't dare try to talk to her, cuz i figure she'll just block me from there, too. =/
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[User Picture]From: she_overdosed
2008-12-11 08:13 am (UTC)
Yeah so I totally almost cried. Damn hormones. Anyways it was like a happy cry so it was good. I wanted to laugh at all of that. Its all just describes us perfectly.
I've missed the hell out of you.
It really sucks that you do live far away because no one compares to you. I laugh at some weird stuff and people are just like why? They totally don't get it.
Anyways, yay for being back together.
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[User Picture]From: poopstar
2008-12-11 08:18 am (UTC)
<3 no one will ever replace you to me. we had some of the best times of my life together. and i wouldn't change a thing. ever.
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From: psychotic_glee
2008-12-23 04:02 pm (UTC)
Aw. Reading this totally almost made me cry like a baby. But only because you <3 me so much. I love you too Courtney. You know we will be friends forever.

But now you get to be happy because I'm moving back.
You will have a friend again.
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